BLOG #1: “A chapter that is worth to read”

"A Chapter that is worth to read" 

Introducing who I am makes me think of where did I started. Does my life already started? Or this is just the beginning? Well, I would love to know the answers to my questions. I spent days and nights staring at the blank page, searching the deepest corners of my mind: who have I been, what have I seen, and what did I learn? I thought about all the nights I’ve spent outside, all the times I laid down to cry and how I took a deep breath every morning and decided to simply go on. Because what else is there to do? Decide that this is it? If I quit, I’m done? Oh If I could find words to justify those feelings I’ve carried. I could write the thickest of books with explosions of emotions from a young girl’s lost heart. I could make you see, make you hear, make you feel, at least a tiny fragment of what’s out there.

As a seventeen year old, I can say that I experienced struggles that a typical teenager didn’t expect to face.  Problems seemed to hug my world, but as a return, I learn how to embrace it. Living my life isn’t that easy, there are ups and downs that no one can understand and somehow people seem to judge who I am, without knowing who really Am I. I was born on 10^th February in the year of 2000. I am the eldest daughter of Gina and Frederick Lorenzana, they were the ones who made me believe that hope really exists. I only have one brother and his name is Paolo, He is my rays of sunshine with a mixed of little hurricane. I am used of hearing judgments from the people I’ve thought they will never do it, but they did. All I can do is to pretend closing my eyes and ears, just to ignore the pain and to get back into reality. I firmly believe that experience is by far the most important lesson that a person should retain.

       People may think that I am pliant as bamboo and when people hear my name, they remember how strong I am. But the thing is, I am not. The one who is the strongest above all is the one whom I put my trust into and He is my Savior and my Redeemer, Jesus Christ. My hindrances turns into purposes and that is why I continue to live. To give up is just a lame excuse of not to conquer your problems. I’ve learned that quitting won’t put you to the ladder of success, all it does is steal your granted opportunity to live your dream.

 " Life is like a book. Some chapters are sad, some are happy, and some are exciting. But if you never turn the page, you will never know what the next chapter holds. " 
 

       This is my life and I will surely make out the most of it.